Sunday, October 17, 2010

whoa, sorry about that, didn't see ya there

Hey there man,

I know it's been forever since I wrote you. I'm really sorry. I've been really busy with work and stuff.

I know that's kind of a lame excuse. But give me a break. I'm new at this whole "life in the real world" thing. I know that adults can balance family, friends, and work, but I'm still figuring out how to do that. As of right now, my life is wake up, go to work, theatre, sleep, and do it all again.

But I'll tell you what. I love every. Single. Second of it.

I'm making money. I'm doing what I love. I have free rent and food (for the moment.) What else could I ask for?

Love, perhaps.

I don't know if you heard, but my girlfriend is leaving for Peru for 3 months. It's really not that bad when you think about it. She was supposed to be gone for 6. SIX. That would've been insane.

Anyway. When I really look at it all, I feel very selfish. I don't get to spend much time with my family or friends, but I'm having a blast with my life (and making new friends... not REPLACEMENT friends, but new ones....)

But I don't know what else to say or do. I've been waiting for this since I can remember waiting for anything. I'm not "looking forward" to the next "milestone" of my life (like I had been in school: waiting for one grade to be finished until the next one was finished until I graduated so I could go on to the NEXT educational facility, etc...) I'm just living my life. Period. Like I said, I'm making money, I'm doing what I love: What else do I have to look forward to?


But until then, this is juuuuuust peachy.